I just threw up and I can't sleep. I was rejected today. I understand why and it's nothing I have control over. This is a matter of it wasn't meant to be. Nonetheless, it still hurts and it makes me sick.
At least I haven't put it off like the last time I dated someone. I delayed dealing with my feelings and it wasn't till much later that I realized it made me stressed and anxious.
So, let the breakup process and recovery begin.
ugh!
ReplyDeletefeeling any better yet?
ReplyDeleteKind of...it's a slow process that's for sure. My appetite has been totally hosed this week. I'm pretty sure I need to eat more otherwise, I will starve.
ReplyDeleteOn the bright side...I'm losing weight. ;-)
Oh yes; a silver lining in every cloud. If someone carves out your heart you will lose at least 3/4 of a pound.
ReplyDeleteWell, I need to be optimistic somehow...
ReplyDeleteGetting in shape was always a goal of mine.