I just threw up and I can't sleep. I was rejected today. I understand why and it's nothing I have control over. This is a matter of it wasn't meant to be. Nonetheless, it still hurts and it makes me sick.
At least I haven't put it off like the last time I dated someone. I delayed dealing with my feelings and it wasn't till much later that I realized it made me stressed and anxious.
So, let the breakup process and recovery begin.