Tuesday, October 19, 2010

And So It Begins...



I just threw up and I can't sleep. I was rejected today. I understand why and it's nothing I have control over. This is a matter of it wasn't meant to be. Nonetheless, it still hurts and it makes me sick.

At least I haven't put it off like the last time I dated someone. I delayed dealing with my feelings and it wasn't till much later that I realized it made me stressed and anxious.

So, let the breakup process and recovery begin.

5 comments:

Lee Ryan said...

ugh!

Lee Ryan said...

feeling any better yet?

kiki5253 said...

Kind of...it's a slow process that's for sure. My appetite has been totally hosed this week. I'm pretty sure I need to eat more otherwise, I will starve.

On the bright side...I'm losing weight. ;-)

Lee Ryan said...

Oh yes; a silver lining in every cloud. If someone carves out your heart you will lose at least 3/4 of a pound.

kiki5253 said...

Well, I need to be optimistic somehow...

Getting in shape was always a goal of mine.